全英无字幕|【alexis eldredge】一周记录｜聊聊
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| 0:00 | Is a dream allowed to change? | 梦可以改变吗? |
| 0:02 | A simple question, but it's one I've been grappling with for a while now. | 一个简单的问题,但它是一个我一直在努力 一段时间了。 |
| 0:05 | My life in New York City is simultaneously everything I have ever wanted, and also nothing | 我在纽约的生活 同时也是我想要的一切 |
| 0:09 | I thought it would be at the same time. | 以为同时. |
| 0:11 | I came to the city ten years ago with big theater dreams and very specific goals that I wanted to accomplish, | 十年前,我带着大剧院的梦想 和我想实现的具体目标来到城市 |
| 0:15 | but as time has gone on and my life has continued to surprise me, | 但随着时间的流逝 我的生活继续给我惊喜 |
| 0:18 | I have found that my dreams are starting to shift. | 我发现我的梦想开始转变。 |
| 0:20 | The exciting part is knowing that you are allowed to have infinite dreams, | 令人兴奋的部分是知道 你被允许有无限的梦想, |
| 0:24 | and the scary part is realizing some dreams might no longer be meant for you. | 可怕的部分是 实现一些梦想 可能不再对你有意义。 |
| 0:28 | So I spent this week leaning into my love of theater and having some candid conversations about my future, | 所以我花了这周 倾斜我的爱 剧院和一些坦率的谈话 关于我的未来, |
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| 1 | Is a dream allowed to change? | 梦可以改变吗? |
| 2 | A simple question, but it's one I've been grappling with for a while now. | 一个简单的问题,但它是一个我一直在努力 一段时间了。 |
| 3 | My life in New York City is simultaneously everything I have ever wanted, and also nothing | 我在纽约的生活 同时也是我想要的一切 |
| 4 | I thought it would be at the same time. | 以为同时. |
| 5 | I came to the city ten years ago with big theater dreams and very specific goals that I wanted to accomplish, | 十年前,我带着大剧院的梦想 和我想实现的具体目标来到城市 |
| 6 | but as time has gone on and my life has continued to surprise me, | 但随着时间的流逝 我的生活继续给我惊喜 |
| 7 | I have found that my dreams are starting to shift. | 我发现我的梦想开始转变。 |
| 8 | The exciting part is knowing that you are allowed to have infinite dreams, | 令人兴奋的部分是知道 你被允许有无限的梦想, |
| 9 | and the scary part is realizing some dreams might no longer be meant for you. | 可怕的部分是 实现一些梦想 可能不再对你有意义。 |
| 10 | So I spent this week leaning into my love of theater and having some candid conversations about my future, | 所以我花了这周 倾斜我的爱 剧院和一些坦率的谈话 关于我的未来, |
| 11 | and I also did a lot of normal things too, but instead of narrating what happened, I'll just show you. | 我也做了很多正常的事情, 但是,与其说出发生了什么,我只是告诉你。 |
| 12 | So I'm going to drop you off here, let me set the scene, we are on the Upper East Side, and it's Tuesday morning. | 所以,我要把你放在这里, 让我设定的场景, 我们在上东区,现在是星期二上午。 |
| 13 | Something about the weather this morning has me wanting a pistachio iced coffee. | 今早的天气让我想要一杯咖啡 |
| 14 | Hi, can I get a nice pistachio latte with oat milk? | 嗨,我可以得到一个漂亮的 皮萨奇奥拿铁与燕麦牛奶? |
| 15 | 和Pistachio拿铁安全。 | |
| 16 | I went to Blank Street because I knew they had one. | 我去布兰克街是因为我知道他们有 |
| 17 | I had an appointment on the Upper East Side this morning, and to be so honest, I first went to Le Pancourdiens, | 我今早在上东区约了人 说实话 我第一次去潘考迪安斯 |
| 18 | which if you know the lore of me and Le Pancourdiens, you know that I used to work there when I was 19. | 如果你知道我和Le Pancourdiens的神话 你知道我19岁时在那里工作过 |
| 19 | I worked at the one in the financial district, and it was like not an amazing summer for me, | 我在金融区那家工作过 对我来说这不是个好夏天 |
| 20 | but LPQ brings me like a source of nostalgia. | 但是,LPQ带给我像 一个怀旧的来源。 |
| 21 | So the other day, I met a new friend at the LPQ in the park. | 所以有一天,我在公园的LPQ遇到了一个新朋友. |
| 22 | I swear, I don't think I'd been there since I worked there eight years ago. | 我发誓,我不认为 我在那里工作8年前。 |
| 23 | And so I got this iced coffee with pistachio, and I really, really liked it. | 所以我得到了这个冰咖啡 与开心果, 我真的,真的很喜欢它。 |
| 24 | I was like, wait, this is actually really good. | 我当时想,等等,这真的很好。 |
| 25 | I forgot I love their iced coffee. | 我忘了我喜欢他们的冰咖啡 |
| 26 | So today, after my appointment, I go to an LPQ, I order the coffee. | 所以,今天,在我的预约之后, 我去一个LPQ, 我点咖啡。 |
| 27 | I don't know. | 师曰. |
| 28 | I don't know if it was a fluke that I got a really good one the other day, | 我不知道那天我有一个很棒的 |
| 29 | or if it was a fluke that was really bad today, | 或者如果今天是一场非常糟糕的暴风雪 |
| 30 | but it tasted like dirty dishwater. | 但它的味道像肮脏的碗水。 |
| 31 | I hate to say it. | 我恨说出来。 |
| 32 | So I had to go get a different coffee. | 所以我得去换个咖啡 |
| 33 | Anyways, welcome to the vlog. | 总之,欢迎光临 |
| 34 | It is gorgeous outside. | 外面好华丽 |
| 35 | So I'm gonna take a walk through Central Park. | 所以我要去中央公园走走 |
| 36 | Beauty and the Beast playing. | 美女和野兽在玩 |
| 37 | Amazing. | 厉害 |
| 38 | I don't know why I was creating pistachio today. | 我不知道我为什么今天要创造活塞 |
| 39 | Like that just sounded so good. | 听起来好棒 |
| 40 | I think because pistachio, I really associate with like spring and, | 我觉得因为开心果, 我真的联系到像春天和, |
| 41 | I don't know, warm weather. | 我不知道,温暖的天气。 |
| 42 | I kind of feel like a new person. | 我有点像一个新人 |
| 43 | If you watched my last vlog toward the end of it, I was not feeling my best. | 如果你看到我最后的伏特加 接近尾声,我感觉不到我最好的。 |
| 44 | I was like down for the count for a day. | 我像倒计时一天。 |
| 45 | You can maybe still hear it in my voice a little bit. | 你也许还能听到我的声音 |
| 46 | I think I was just, oh, Bennett. | 我想我只是,哦,贝内特。 |
| 47 | Say hi, everybody. | 大家打个招呼 |
| 48 | I think I just needed a day to rest. | 我想我需要休息一天 |
| 49 | I think my body had had it. | 我想我的身体有它。 |
| 50 | I had had such a crazy week between traveling, | 我有一个疯狂的一周 旅行, |
| 51 | and I had a million birthday parties, places to go, people to see. | 我办了百万个生日派对, 要去的地方,人们可以看见。 |
| 52 | And this morning, I feel like a whole new person. | 今天早上 我觉得自己是个全新的人 |
| 53 | I had my next laser hair removal appointment this morning. | 今天早上我做了下一次激光除发手术 |
| 54 | So low-key super painful today. | 这么低调的超级痛苦今天。 |
| 55 | I think we have finally made it past fake spring, | 我想我们终于过了假春 |
| 56 | and we're like inching into real spring. | 我们就像进入真正的春天。 |
| 57 | I don't think it's gonna be 70 degrees every single day, | 我不认为它会是 70度的每一天, |
| 58 | but I'm hoping that we won't have any more days that are like a high of 30 degrees | 但我希望我们不会再有30度高的一天 |
| 59 | because I literally can't do that. | 因为我不能这么做 |
| 60 | I can't do it anymore. | 我不能再这样了 |
| 61 | I am so done with the cold weather. | 天气太冷了,我受够了 |
| 62 | So welcome in. | 欢迎光临 |
| 63 | If you're new here, my name's Alexis. | 如果你是新来的 我叫Alexis |
| 64 | I'm 28. | 我28岁了 |
| 65 | I live in New York City. | 我住在纽约市 |
| 66 | When I got home, I had to change out of my pants into these shorts | 回家后,我不得不把裤子换成短裤 |
| 67 | because I was a little warm. | 因为我有点暖和 |
| 68 | My apartment. | 我的房间。 |
| 69 | The heat is still kind of on, so it's a bit hot in here. | 热气还在,所以这里有点热。 |
| 70 | I turned my fans on. | 我打开了我的粉丝。 |
| 71 | But today's a Tuesday. | 不过今天是星期二 |
| 72 | I have a fun like middle of my week this week | 这周我玩得很开心 |
| 73 | because I'm seeing a Broadway show tonight and tomorrow night. | 因为我今晚和明晚都在看百老汇秀 |
| 74 | Tonight, I'm seeing Titanic. | 今晚,我看到泰坦尼克号。 |
| 75 | I got invited. | 我被邀请了 |
| 76 | I'm gonna bring Emily. | 我要带艾米莉来 |
| 77 | I'm really excited because I still haven't seen it. | 我真的很兴奋 因为我还没有看到它。 |
| 78 | It was off Broadway for a long time and I never got around to seeing it. | 它离开百老汇很长一段时间 我从来没有看到它。 |
| 79 | So I'm very excited to see it on Broadway. | 所以我非常兴奋地看到它在百老汇。 |
| 80 | That's not till later tonight. | 今晚以后再说 |
| 81 | I have a good seven hours till that. | 我还有7小时 |
| 82 | I have some meal pumping I want to do, and I feel like I should just do it right now. | 我有一些餐具,我想做, 我觉得我应该现在就做。 |
| 83 | I did make pasta and like a meat sauce last night, but I also want to make... | 我昨晚做了意大利面和肉酱 但我也想做... |
| 84 | Maybe I'll eat this for lunch actually. | 也许我会吃这个作为午餐。 |
| 85 | 凤梨 ter(学名:Ponapple teriyaki)为 chicken科 chicken鸡肉丸属的植物,有大米和黄瓜番茄沙拉. | |
| 86 | It is one of my favorite meals ever and it's just so refreshing. | 这是我最喜欢的一顿饭 真的很新鲜 |
| 87 | So honestly, I'm a little hungry. | 老实说 我有点饿 |
| 88 | Maybe I'll just make that to eat right now | 也许我现在就做这个吃 |
| 89 | and then I'll have my pasta with meat sauce for dinner. | 然后用肉酱做晚餐 |
| 90 | Let's get meal pumping. | 我们来吃顿饭吧 |
| 91 | I'm so annoyed with myself. | 我太烦自己了 |
| 92 | Sometimes I feel like I would forget my head | 有时我觉得自己会忘记我的头 |
| 93 | if it was not attached to me. | 如果它不附属于我。 |
| 94 | I placed an order yesterday on Best Buy to pick up from the Best Buy on the Upper East Side | 昨天我给Best Buy订了单 从上东区Best Buy那里买东西 |
| 95 | because it was near my appointment this morning a new external hard drive | 因为今天早上我约好了 一个新的外部硬盘 |
| 96 | because I'm just running low on space. | 因为我的空间太低了 |
| 97 | So I placed yesterday being like, oh cool, it's only like a five minute walk from where I need to go tomorrow morning. | 所以昨天我把像,哦酷, 它只是像一个五分钟步行 从我需要去的明天早上。 |
| 98 | I'll pick it up on the way home and I totally didn't go. | 我会在回家的路上捡起来 我完全没有去。 |
| 99 | I had my whole coffee saga, went to all these different coffee places, didn't go to Best Buy. | 我喝了一整杯咖啡 去了不同的咖啡店 没去Best Buy |
| 100 | Like a fool. | 像个傻瓜 |
| 101 | I have till Saturday to pick it up, but I guess maybe tomorrow I'll go. | 我得去周六去取 但我想明天我会去 |
| 102 | I don't have time today to go back out. | 我今天没时间回去了 |
| 103 | Okay, I'm microwaving my rice because it's brown rice with meatballs and then the cucumber tomato salad. | 好吧,我微织我的饭 因为它是棕米 与肉丸,然后黄瓜番茄沙拉。 |
| 104 | And I'm eating that for lunch because that actually sounds just so good right now. | 我吃这个做午餐 因为现在听起来很好 |
| 105 | You guys, this is my favorite meal ever. | 伙计们 这是我最喜欢的晚餐 |
| 106 | Kind of discovered it by like a happy accident. | 就像一个快乐的事故一样 |
| 107 | Last May, me and Maggie were cooking dinner together | 去年五月,我和玛姬一起做饭 |
| 108 | and we wanted to make some sort of like Mediterranean type bowl. | 我们想做个像地中海型的碗 |
| 109 | And so we were just going to get the plain chicken meatballs. | 所以我们就准备去吃鸡肉丸 |
| 110 | All they had were pineapple teriyaki and we were like, | 他们只有菠萝 teriyaki 我们就像, |
| 111 | well, that doesn't really sound like it would go in a Mediterranean bowl, but we bought it because that was the only option. | 这听起来不像是在地中海的碗里, 但我们买了它,因为这是唯一的选择。 |
| 112 | We were like, wait, why is this so good? | 我们想,等等,为什么这是这么好? |
| 113 | It's not really a Mediterranean bowl. | 这不是一个真正的地中海碗。 |
| 114 | It's brown rice, cucumber, tomato, red onion salad with the pineapple teriyaki meatballs, | 棕米 黄瓜 番茄 红洋葱沙拉 配有菠萝三亚基肉丸 |
| 115 | and then some chimichurri sauce on top. | 然后在上面加点辣椒酱 |
| 116 | This morning, I want to do a few things with my taxes because I need to fully finish squaring everything away with those. | 今天上午,我想用我的税收做一些事情,因为我需要完成所有与这些无关的事情。 |
| 117 | Then I need to start to edit my video for tomorrow. | 然后我要开始编辑我明天的录像 |
| 118 | And I just want to brainstorm some more video concepts and ideas because I just, | 我只是想集思广益 更多的视频概念和想法 因为我只是, |
| 119 | I'm dealing with an issue right now where I'm feeling very, very inspired, | 我现在正在处理一个问题 在那里,我觉得非常,非常有启发性, |
| 120 | but it's very hard for me to organize my thoughts. | 但我很难整理我的想法 |
| 121 | And I think just because every single day I'm like making my own schedule | 我想只是因为每一天我都喜欢自己安排日程 |
| 122 | and I could just do a way better job at creating my own schedule throughout the week. | 我可以做一个更好的工作 创建自己的日程 整个星期。 |
| 123 | So it's a little more organized because I get so excited. | 所以,它有点组织起来 因为我变得如此兴奋。 |
| 124 | Sometimes I give myself like two hours to like brainstorm things. | 有时我给自己两个小时 喜欢脑风暴的东西。 |
| 125 | And then I feel like I don't get that much done because I'm so excited. | 然后我觉得自己没有做那么多 因为我太兴奋了 |
| 126 | I'm letting my mind jump all over the place instead of focusing on just one thing. | 我让我的脑子跳遍了所有的地方 而不是只专注于一件事 |
| 127 | So I need to get a little bit better at that. | 所以,我需要得到一点点 改善。 |
| 128 | But I think I need to upload some footage from this camera. | 但我想我需要上传一些镜头 从这摄像机。 |
| 129 | So stop filming on here so I can upload the footage. | 所以,停止在这里拍摄 这样我就可以上传视频。 |
| 130 | Nothing crazy this afternoon till I'm leaving to see Titanic. | 今天下午我去看泰坦尼克号之前 没什么疯狂的 |
| 131 | I'm hitting like that time of day where I'm getting kind of tired. | 我打的就像那天 我有点累了一样 |
| 132 | So I need to, I think I might cut up an apple. | 所以我需要,我想我可能会切一个苹果。 |
| 133 | I need like something to snack on. | 我需要吃点什么 |
| 134 | So I think I'm just gonna eat dinner when I get home. | 所以我想回家后就吃晚饭了 |
| 135 | The show's at 730, but it's only like an hour and a half. | 节目在7:30播出,但只用了一个半小时. |
| 136 | So I feel like I'd rather just eat when I get home because I know even if I eat before the show, | 所以,我觉得我宁愿只吃 当我回家 因为我知道,即使我吃 在节目之前, |
| 137 | I'm gonna be hungry when I come home. | 我回家会饿死的 |
| 138 | I need to fix my hair. | 我需要修复我的头发。 |
| 139 | I don't have to leave for another like two-ish hours. | 我不用再离开两个小时了 |
| 140 | I want to get ready right now because it's really nice outside. | 我想马上准备好,因为外面真的很好 |
| 141 | Emily's gonna get out of work soon and I'm like wondering if we should go on a walk. | Emily马上就要下班了 我想知道我们该不该出去走走 |
| 142 | Oh my gosh, is she calling me right now? | 哦,我的天哪,她现在打电话给我吗? |
| 143 | That's so funny. | 这太好笑了 |
| 144 | I literally am filming a vlog clip and I was talking about you and then you called. | 我在拍一个Vlog短片 我在谈论你,然后你打电话。 |
| 145 | Well, you know what I was saying. | 你知道我在说什么 |
| 146 | You know what I was saying in my vlog clip just now. | 你知道我刚才在录影带里说了什么 |
| 147 | Should I just get ready now? | 我现在应该准备好吗? |
| 148 | It's so nice outside and just be out in the world. | 它是如此的美好 外面和刚刚出来的世界。 |
| 149 | I probably need like 20 or 30 minutes. | 我大概需要20到30分钟 |
| 150 | I just want to like fix my hair because I don't know what it looks like under this hat. | 我只是想修补我的头发 因为我不知道这帽子下面是什么样子的 |
| 151 | Okay. | 摆 |
| 152 | Yeah, Emily just got out of work. | 是啊,艾米丽刚刚下班。 |
| 153 | She's gonna come here while I'm getting ready. | 她会来这里 而我正在准备。 |
| 154 | And then I think we might get a drink or sit outside somewhere. | 然后我想我们可以喝一杯 或者坐在外面 |
| 155 | It's just so nice out. | 它只是这么好出去。 |
| 156 | Cut up an apple. | 把苹果切开 |
| 157 | I'm thinking putting my hair in a bun. | 我想把我的头发放进面包里 |
| 158 | Okay, Emily's here. | 好吧,艾米丽在这里。 |
| 159 | We have like two hours till our show starts. | 我们还有两个小时才能开始演出 |
| 160 | I miraculously got ready. | 我奇迹般地准备好了。 |
| 161 | I think we're gonna maybe go grab a drink somewhere because I got laser hair removal this morning. | 我想我们可能要去 找个地方喝一杯 因为我有激光的头发 今天上午。 |
| 162 | I'm not allowed to put deodorant on. | 不得敷设除臭药. |
| 163 | So I'm gonna try my best not to sweat, but we all know how that goes for me. | 所以我要尽量别出汗 但我们都知道这对我有什么好处 |
| 164 | Do I smell good right now? | 我现在闻起来好吗? |
| 165 | Yes. | 对 |
| 166 | Can you imagine you're like, I'm glad we all had this conversation. | 你能想象你喜欢,我很高兴 我们都有这个对话。 |
| 167 | Picking up our tickets. | 拿起我们的票。 |
| 168 | Can't wait. | 等不及了 等会儿 |
| 169 | My heart will go on. | 我的心会继续。 |
| 170 | Some screws. | 一些螺丝。 |
| 171 | I'm home. | 我回来了 |
| 172 | I'm in my full Canadian tuxedo. | 我穿着全加拿大礼服 |
| 173 | Titanic was good. | 泰坦尼克号很好 |
| 174 | It wasn't my particular sense of humor. | 这不是我特有的幽默感。 |
| 175 | Like I can acknowledge it was good. | 就像我能承认那很好一样 |
| 176 | The talent is phenomenal. | 才华非凡 |
| 177 | Oh, Bennett is scratching my jeans. | 哦,班内特在抓我的牛仔裤。 |
| 178 | But it just wasn't particularly my like kind of humor, I guess. | 但它只是不是我特别喜欢的幽默, 我想。 |
| 179 | Like I'm glad I saw it because I feel like there's been a lot of hype around it | 我很高兴看到它 因为我觉得它周围有很多杂音 |
| 180 | and I was curious how it was going to transfer from off-Broadway to Broadway. | 我很好奇怎么从高速公路外转到百老汇 |
| 181 | I kind of wish I saw it when it was off-Broadway. | 我希望我看到它 当它关闭的高速公路。 |
| 182 | So I'm home. | 所以我回来了 |
| 183 | I'm gonna change out of these clothes and into something a little more comfortable | 我要把这些衣服换成更舒服的东西 |
| 184 | and probably heat up my pasta that I made last night. | 并可能加热 我昨晚做的面条。 |
| 185 | Eat that and then get ready for bed. | 吃了它,然后准备睡觉。 |
| 186 | I feel like my up-do held up pretty well. | 我觉得我的升起 保持得很好。 |
| 187 | I kind of wish I did a little higher on my head. | 我倒希望我头上再高一点 |
| 188 | I think I did a little too far back, but I tried a new method. | 我想我做了有点太远之前, 但我尝试了一种新的方法。 |
| 189 | The front pieces of my hair, I slicked back after I put my hair in a ponytail. | 我头发的前身,我把头发放进马尾之后,就浮回去了. |
| 190 | So it like makes a bit more of the slicked back look. | 所以,它喜欢做一点点 浮出水面的回看。 |
| 191 | But I feel like this should have been a little higher. | 但我觉得这应该更高一点 |
| 192 | Good morning. | 早上好,你好吗? |
| 193 | It is still so nice out today. | 今天还是这么好 |
| 194 | This morning, I want to go to the gym and then I have a meeting with my managers. | 今天早上,我想去健身房 然后和我的经理们开个会 |
| 195 | I kind of want to get Duncan. | 我想找邓肯 |
| 196 | It is April 1st. | 这是4月1日。 |
| 197 | They had a code for free coffee this morning. | 他们今早有免费咖啡的密码 |
| 198 | But by the time I went to put it in, they ran out, which is very sad. | 但是,当我去放的时候, 他们跑了,这是非常可悲的。 |
| 199 | But I do have a free reward on my account anyways from like all my points. | 但我有一份免费的奖励 无论从我所有的观点来看。 |
| 200 | So gonna redeem that because it is the first day of April. | 所以要赎回它 因为那是4月的第一天 |
| 201 | The sun is shining. | 阴阳相照. |
| 202 | It's warm outside. | 外热外热. |
| 203 | So I'm gonna go get a workout in. | 所以我要去锻炼一下 |
| 204 | I'm allowed to wear deodorant again. | 允许我再穿除臭剂. |
| 205 | Don't worry. | 别担心 |
| 206 | And then the majority of today is going to be spent editing, posting my video for today. | 今天大部分时间都要花在编辑上, |
| 207 | I am seeing another Broadway show tonight. | 我今晚又去看百老汇节目 |
| 208 | I probably have to leave around like 530. | 我大概得离开大约530。 |
| 209 | I'm seeing Just In Time. | 我正好赶上时间 |
| 210 | Matthew Morrison is in right now. | 马修·莫里森现在在 |
| 211 | Very iconic on the internet at this current moment. | 目前互联网上非常有标志性。 |
| 212 | I was a Glee fan growing up. | 我从小就喜欢欢乐 |
| 213 | So I don't think I've ever seen him on Broadway before. | 所以我不认为我在百老汇见过他 |
| 214 | So me and Maggie are gonna go, but I also got invited to like a little event beforehand. | 所以,我和玛姬要去, 但我也被邀请 喜欢一个小活动之前。 |
| 215 | I need to be there at like 6 and then the show's at 8. | 我需要在6点到那里 然后节目在8点到 |
| 216 | So good morning. | 师曰早安. |
| 217 | I'm gonna head to the gym and let's do it. | 我要去健身房,我们开始吧 |
| 218 | I have a few minutes till my call. | 我还有几分钟的电话 |
| 219 | So I'm gonna make some egg salad. | 所以我要做一些鸡蛋沙拉。 |
| 220 | Out of my little pickles, but I might have some in here. | 出我的小泡菜, 但我可能有一些在这里。 |
| 221 | Perfect. | 不错 |
| 222 | I have these little pickles. | 我有这些小泡菜。 |
| 223 | You know me, I love to add cottage cheese. | 你知道我的 我喜欢加奶酪 |
| 224 | Okay, trigger warning, egg salad. | 好吧,触发警告,鸡蛋沙拉。 |
| 225 | My meeting is starting right now. | 我的会议现在开始 |
| 226 | So let's log on. | 所以,让我们登录。 |
| 227 | It's a while later. | 后一时. |
| 228 | I'm eating up lunch, but do you see how dark it is in here? | 我在吃午饭,但你看这里多黑? |
| 229 | I think it's about to pour rain, which would make sense because it's been in the 70s the past two days. | 我认为它即将降下雨水,这将是有道理的,因为它在过去两天里已经到了70年代. |
| 230 | So I think the heat needs to break, but I took a shower. | 所以,我认为热需要打破, 但我洗了个澡。 |
| 231 | I'm letting my hair air dry and hopefully by the time it dries, it's like curly enough. | 我让我的头发空气干燥 希望到它干燥的时候 它就足够卷曲了 |
| 232 | I knew it wasn't worth it to dry it because the humidity, my lunch is ready. | 我知道它不值得干它 因为湿度,我的午餐准备好了。 |
| 233 | It's only 330. | 才三百三十载. |
| 234 | It's so dark in here. | 这里太黑了 |
| 235 | I need to leave in like two hours. | 我两个小时后就要离开 |
| 236 | I'm really trying to get my video out. | 我真的想把视频拿出来 |
| 237 | I am like feeling frustrated with myself right now because I don't know why everything in life takes me so long. | 我现在感觉很沮丧,因为我不知道 生命中的一切为何需要我这么长的时间。 |
| 238 | Like I feel like I need a rewiring of my entire life because I just take so long doing everything and it frustrates me so much. | 我觉得我需要重温我的一生, 因为我只是花了这么长时间做的一切, 它让我如此沮丧。 |
| 239 | Like I know things take time, but whatever. | 就像我知道事情需要时间 但不管怎样 |
| 240 | I don't have, I guess I don't have time to talk about this right now because I need that. | 我没有,我想我现在没有时间谈这个 因为我需要这个。 |
| 241 | But I'm just, I'm feeling in a frustrated mood. | 但我只是,我感觉很沮丧 |
| 242 | I've been sitting out here. | 我一直坐在这里。 |
| 243 | My video is uploaded, but now it's processing. | 我的视频已经上传,但现在正在处理 |
| 244 | I need to fix my hair somewhat because it has, it dried curly, but I think I need to add a few curls in the front and put on an outfit. | 我需要修补一下我的头发 因为它有,它干卷曲, 但我想我需要增加一些卷曲 在前面和穿上一件衣服。 |
| 245 | My hair is feeling a little kooky crazy, but I'm literally just pulling like random, random strands. | 我的头发有点怪怪的, 但我只是拉 像随机,随机的线。 |
| 246 | Okay, I couldn't find a jacket that I liked with this long skirt. | 好吧,我找不到一件我喜欢这件长裙的外套。 |
| 247 | So I'm just doing a long sleeve. | 所以我只是做一个长袖。 |
| 248 | It's kind of different than something I usually wear, but I don't know. | 这和我平常穿的不一样,但我不知道 |
| 249 | So I just need to put my wallet in my purse. | 所以我只需要把我的钱包 在我的钱包。 |
| 250 | And we're going to go see Just In Time and go to an event before. | 我们去看"及时到来" 参加之前的活动 |
| 251 | I'm excited. | 我很兴奋 |
| 252 | I saw Just In Time when it was in previews last year and I haven't seen it since. | 我在去年的预览片里看到过,此后就再也没有看过了. |
| 253 | So I'm excited to see it. | 所以,我很高兴看到它。 |
| 254 | Like it's been open for a year now. | 好像已经开了一年了 |
| 255 | And also, I'm excited to see Matthew Morrison. | 我也很高兴见到马修·莫里森 |
| 256 | I really am. | 真的,我没事 |
| 257 | So let's go. | 因此,我们走吧。 |
| 258 | I'll talk to you there. | 我会跟你谈谈的 |
| 259 | All right, I got off the subway. | 好吧 我下地铁了 |
| 260 | I'm meeting Maggie at Dolly Vardens. | 我在多莉瓦登斯见玛姬 |
| 261 | Maggie secured a Maggie Morrison poster. | 玛姬拿到了玛姬·莫里森的海报 |
| 262 | So we're going in. | 所以我们要进去了 |
| 263 | Did you secure your poster? | 你保护好你的海报了吗? |
| 264 | I did. | 没错 |
| 265 | I secured it under the seat. | 我把它放在座位下面 |
| 266 | We're pretty close. | 我们很接近了 |
| 267 | Pretty close. | 相当接近。 |
| 268 | If it was Jonathan Brode, we would have been in a splash. | 如果是乔纳森·布罗德,我们早就被泼了 |
| 269 | Sorry I left in such a chaotic state. | 对不起,我离开 在一个混乱的状态。 |
| 270 | I photo finished, got that video out. | 我拍完照片了 把视频拿出来了 |
| 271 | I just, I know I need to go to the event. | 我只是,我知道我需要去参加活动。 |
| 272 | I need to make a change with my schedule. | 我需要改变我的行程 |
| 273 | I just need to figure it out. | 我只是需要弄清楚这一点。 |
| 274 | I know I say this every single video and it's honestly none of your guys' problem. | 我知道我说这每一个视频 说实话,这不是你的人的问题。 |
| 275 | It's my own problem. | 这是我自己的问题。 |
| 276 | I made it and I was on time and everything was fine. | 我做到了,我准时 一切都很好。 |
| 277 | A little food and drink moment at Dolly Vardens before the show. | 表演前在多莉·瓦登斯吃喝一点 |
| 278 | And then the show was great. | 之后的演出非常精彩. |
| 279 | Maggie Morrison was great. | 玛姬莫里森很棒 |
| 280 | Issa Briones, I think is her name. | 伊萨·布里奥内斯 我想是她的名字 |
| 281 | Let me fact check that. | 让我检查一下 |
| 282 | She婆入坑. | |
| 283 | Yeah, she was phenomenal. | 是啊,她是惊人的。 |
| 284 | Um, her voice is so, so good. | 她的声音好极了 |
| 285 | The whole cast was great. | 整个演员都很棒 |
| 286 | The cat's water fountain is making just the worst noise. | 这只猫的水喷泉发出最差的噪音 |
| 287 | I need to fix it. | 我需要修复它。 |
| 288 | This outfit feels like the total opposite of the outfit I wore to the show last night. | 这身衣服跟我昨晚的表演完全相反 |
| 289 | Um, but I love Just In Time. | 嗯,但我爱 只是在时间。 |
| 290 | And now I'm curious after Matthew Morrison leaves, Jeremy Jordan's going in. | 现在在马修·莫里森离开后我很好奇 杰里米·乔丹要进去了 |
| 291 | So I'd be curious to see his take on Bobby Darin. | 所以我会很想知道 他对Bobby Darin的看法 |
| 292 | I think I'm gonna get ready for bed. | 我想我该准备睡觉了 |
| 293 | It's 11 o'clock. | 十一时中. |
| 294 | Um, I might eat a little snack because I'm a little hungry. | 嗯,我可能吃点零食 因为我有点饿了。 |
| 295 | And then I'm gonna go to bed. | 然后,我要去睡觉。 |
| 296 | I actually have literally no plans for the rest of the week, like through Sunday. | 实际上我整个星期都没有计划了 就像星期天一样 |
| 297 | It's Easter this weekend, so a lot of people are out of town. | 这个周末是复活节,所以很多人都出城了. |
| 298 | I'm just staying in the city doing my own thing. | 我只是在城里做我自己的事。 |
| 299 | So who knows? | 谁知道呢? |
| 300 | Usually when I say I have no plans, I find some plans. | 通常当我说我没有计划时,我会找到一些计划. |
| 301 | But I feel like the next few days I'm just gonna take to like catch up on some things. | 但我觉得接下来的几天,我只是要去 喜欢赶上一些事情。 |
| 302 | I don't know. | 师曰. |
| 303 | Maybe I'll take a dance class tomorrow or something along those lines. | 也许我明天要上个舞蹈课 或沿着这些线走 |
| 304 | Feeling a bit inspired seeing two Broadway shows back to back. | 看到两场百老汇的演出 感觉有点灵感 |
| 305 | I've talked a little bit about my theater and like acting career and like where I'm at with it right now. | 我略谈了一下我的剧院 喜欢演艺生涯 就像我现在在演戏 |
| 306 | I'm in kind of a weird place with it to be honest, and we can talk about this more tomorrow. | 老实说,我在一个奇怪的地方 我们可以明天再谈这个 |
| 307 | I feel like this is not an 11 p.m. debrief, but I don't know. | 我觉得这不是晚上11点的汇报 但我不知道 |
| 308 | Maybe I'm feeling a bit inspired. | 也许我有点被启发了 |
| 309 | So maybe I'll do something theater-y tomorrow. | 所以,也许我会做一些 剧院 -y明天。 |
| 310 | Maybe a dance class. | 也许一个舞蹈课。 |
| 311 | Maybe I'll sing. | 也许我会唱歌。 |
| 312 | I don't know. | 师曰. |
| 313 | I'm gonna get ready for bed and I will talk to you in the morning. | 我要准备好睡觉了 明天早上再跟你谈 |
| 314 | A traffic jam to get out of my room. | 堵车才能离开我的房间 |
| 315 | The cats are blocking the doorway. | 猫在堵门 |
| 316 | Good morning. | 早上好,你好吗? |
| 317 | It is so gloomy outside today. | 今天外面太阴郁了 |
| 318 | I made some coffee and got some cottage cheese. | 我煮了咖啡 买了些奶酪 |
| 319 | I need to leave in like 15 or 20 minutes. | 我需要15或20分钟后离开 |
| 320 | I made a nail appointment because my nails, I've had this color for like a month and it's just we're days away from them breaking | 我预约了钉子,因为我的钉子, 我有一个月来一直有这种颜色, 只是我们还有几天时间才能打破它们。 |
| 321 | and I just I cannot break my nails. | 我只是不能打断我的指甲。 |
| 322 | So I don't know what color I want to get though. | 所以我不知道我想要什么颜色 |
| 323 | But for the next 15 minutes, I'm just gonna do a few things. | 但接下来的15分钟,我只想做一些事情。 |
| 324 | My manager's texting me this morning. | 我经理今早给我发了短信 |
| 325 | I need to just submit a few things and do a few things on my laptop. | 我需要提交一些东西 做一些事情在我的笔记本上。 |
| 326 | Then I want to reply to my comments from my video yesterday because I never had a chance to do that. | 然后,我想回复我昨天在视频中的评论,因为我从来没有机会这样做。 |
| 327 | And then go to my nail appointment, come back and we'll talk about the rest of the day. | 然后去我的指甲预约,回来 我们谈谈其余的一天。 |
| 328 | Is it at least warm outside? | 至少外面很暖和吗? |
| 329 | Ooh, it's 45 degrees. | 哦,这是45度。 |
| 330 | I'm home. | 我回来了 |
| 331 | New nails. | 新钉子. |
| 332 | I got purple. | 我有紫色的颜色 |
| 333 | That felt very like April and they got this new shade of purple and I was like, that's good for spring. | 感觉就像四月,他们有了紫色的新荫影 我很喜欢,那是很好的春天。 |
| 334 | That was also like the fastest I've ever gotten my nails done. | 这也是我完成钉子最快的速度 |
| 335 | It was literally exactly an hour. | 完全是一个小时。 |
| 336 | Sometimes it takes two hours when I'm there. | 有时候我在那里需要两个小时 |
| 337 | So she was flying today and I love her for that. | 所以她今天在飞 我爱她 |
| 338 | Um, I made another coffee because the coffee that I made before I left, I didn't finish. | 嗯,我做了另一杯咖啡 因为我之前做的咖啡,我没有完成。 |
| 339 | So I put it in a to-go cup and then I went to sip it and there was a bug in it. | 于是我把它放进杯子里 然后喝下去 里面有个虫子 |
| 340 | So I don't I don't know what happened there, but I was like, okay, well, I'm not drinking this. | 我不知道那里发生了什么 但我不喝这个 |
| 341 | Um, the plan for today. | 嗯,今天的计划。 |
| 342 | I'm really going back and forth if I want to take a dance class later. | 如果以后我想上个舞蹈课,我真的会去的 |
| 343 | I feel like I should. | 我觉得我应该。 |
| 344 | I've really been in a slump where I have not wanted to take dance class since the beginning of the year. | 我从年初起就不想上舞蹈课 |
| 345 | It's like this is like a whole other conversation, which maybe we'll have later. | 这就像像 整个其他的对话, 也许我们以后再谈。 |
| 346 | Like I love dancing more than anything in the world. | 就像我更喜欢跳舞 比世界上任何东西。 |
| 347 | But for some reason, I've had this like mental block for the last few months or honestly ever since I finished my dance show in the summer last year. | 但出于某种原因,我在过去几个月里 一直有这种精神障碍 或诚实地说,自从我去年夏天完成我的舞蹈表演。 |
| 348 | It but it's gotten kind of like progressively worse. | 但情况越来越糟了 |
| 349 | Um, where I don't know. | 嗯,在哪里我不知道。 在那里,我不知道。 |
| 350 | There's just something about like taking class that like really stresses me out and I just haven't really wanted to do it. | 喜欢上课的东西 喜欢真的压力我出来, 我只是不想这样做。 |
| 351 | But I'm feeling a bit inspired after seeing these two Broadway shows this week. | 但我看到这周的两场百老汇演出后 感觉有点灵感 |
| 352 | So I'm like, maybe I should just take the dance class. | 所以我喜欢,也许我应该 只是上舞蹈课。 |
| 353 | I literally have no plans tonight. | 我今晚没有计划 |
| 354 | Like it is the perfect day and opportunity. | 就像这是完美的一天和机会。 |
| 355 | One of my favorite teachers is teaching tonight. | 我最喜欢的老师之一 今晚是教学。 |
| 356 | Like I feel like it makes sense to but today is a bit of a catch-up day for me. | 我觉得这样很合理 但今天对我来说有点赶时间 |
| 357 | I have some just like I don't know like admin stuff. | 我有一些就像我不知道 管理的东西。 |
| 358 | I want to do some tax stuff some money stuff that I want to look at. | 我想做一些税收的东西 一些钱的东西,我想看看。 |
| 359 | I really need to do some video planning and I really need to plan my next episode of what the heck I'm doing in this apartment because I can't decide what room I want to do next. | 我真的需要做一些视频规划, 我真的需要计划我的下一集 我他妈的在做什么 在这个公寓 因为我不能决定 我想要什么房间 |
| 360 | But I have like a list of 10,000 things. | 但我有一万件东西 |
| 361 | I still want to do and I have to get on it because I'm really trying to get this apartment as finished as possible by the time I hit a year of living here. | 我仍然想这样做,我必须上它 因为我真的想让这所公寓 尽可能地完成 当我在这里生活了一年。 |
| 362 | You can take a walk with me over here if you want. | 你可以跟我走过这里 如果你想。 |
| 363 | Yeah, I'm making lunch. | 是的,我在做午饭。 |
| 364 | I just air fried a new batch of meatballs. | 我只是在空中炒了一批新肉丸子 |
| 365 | I just love this meal. | 我只是喜欢这顿饭。 |
| 366 | It is one of my favorites ever. | 这是我最爱的作品之一 |
| 367 | So I signed up for the dance class. | 所以我报名了舞蹈课 |
| 368 | I have not taken a dance class in probably a month. | 我大概一个月没上舞蹈课了 |
| 369 | I took a ballet class. | 我上过芭蕾课 |
| 370 | Yeah, like I think like a month ago, maybe a little more. | 是的,就像一个月前,也许更多。 |
| 371 | I don't know. | 师曰. |
| 372 | I'm like going through a phase right now where I just am reevaluating like everything I want to do with my life. | 我就像正在经历一个阶段 在那里我只是在重新评价 就像我想做的一切 我的生活。 |
| 373 | What makes me happy? | 什么让我高兴? |
| 374 | What doesn't it's very confusing because dancing makes me very very happy. | 因为跳舞让我很快乐, |
| 375 | But the stress of taking class sometimes is just so much for me about a big anxiety about it. | 但有时上课的压力 让我非常担心 |
| 376 | And it's crazy because once I get to class, I'm fine. | 这太疯狂了 因为我一上课就没事了 |
| 377 | I am not stressed doing the combo. | 我没有压力做组合。 |
| 378 | I'm not stressed warming up a lot of my teachers that I used to take class with don't teach anymore. | 我并不紧张我很多老师的升温 我曾经上课 不再教书。 |
| 379 | So I think it's also like a roadblock trying to find like a new or group of teachers. | 所以,我认为它也像一个路障 试图寻找像一个新的或一群教师。 |
| 380 | I want to take from so luckily tonight. | 我想从今晚这么幸运。 |
| 381 | It's a teacher. | 师曰. |
| 382 | I really like that. | 我真的很喜欢 |
| 383 | I've been taking for years, but I also just kind of feel like I've kind of lost my community within theater. | 我花了好几年时间 但我也觉得自己在剧院里 失去了自己的社区 |
| 384 | I feel like I used to know so many people in the theater community. | 我觉得我以前认识很多 在剧院的人。 |
| 385 | And as a lot of my friends have decided to change their careers or pivot a bit. | 我很多朋友决定 改变他们的事业或做点什么 |
| 386 | I and the longer I haven't done a show or like been in some sort of production, the more distant I kind of feel from it. | 我和我没有做一个节目或喜欢 在某种制作, 我感觉越远。 |
| 387 | And then it's like the more space that comes between me and the industry. | 然则如是我与业界间更广之空间. |
| 388 | I I feel like it's just that much harder to break back in and I feel like I'm starting from square one, | 我觉得这样就更难回击了 我觉得从头开始 |
| 389 | which I know is not necessarily true. | 我知道这不一定是真的 |
| 390 | And it's not like I don't know people like I I know people who are | 也不像我不认识的人一样 |
| 391 | performing I have friends who are on Broadway like I know people but I just don't feel as in it anymore. | 我有朋友在百老汇 就像我认识的人 但我只是不再有这种感觉了 |
| 392 | And I haven't felt really in it for a long time. | 我很久没有感觉了 |
| 393 | And now I'm just re-evaluating all of it. | 现在我正在重新评价所有的东西。 |
| 394 | I like think creating my own work is more enticing than ever and I still don't really know what that looks like right now. | 我觉得创作自己的作品比以往更吸引人 但我现在还不知道是什么样子 |
| 395 | I really want to create my own short film. | 我真的想自己创作一部短片 |
| 396 | That's kind of like my goal for the end of the year. | 这有点像我年底的目标。 |
| 397 | I don't know if I've said that out loud on here yet as many like friends as I have who are also creatives | 我不知道我有没有大声地说... ...在这里... ...像朋友一样... |
| 398 | and as many people as I know in this industry like between theater and social media and filmmaking and TV. | 以及我所认识的这个行业中 众多的人 比如在剧院和社交媒体 电影和电视之间 |
| 399 | I also still constantly feel very lonely. | 我也一直觉得很孤独 |
| 400 | I guess and you know, a lot of my days are spent by myself. | 我猜,你知道, 我的许多日子都是我自己度过的。 |
| 401 | So I think inherently even though I'm sharing my life in such a public way, | 所以我认为即使我以如此公开的方式分享生活 |
| 402 | it makes sense that I feel a bit lonely. | 这很合理,我觉得有点孤独。 |
| 403 | I also I've been really trying to like network and make more friends and get coffee with people. | 我也一直很努力地喜欢网络 和更多的朋友 和人们一起喝咖啡 |
| 404 | Like I put myself out there more in the last few weeks than I have in years, | 就像过去几周里我把自己放在那里 比我的多年还多 |
| 405 | but I'm like a pretty shy person. | 但我像个很害羞的人 |
| 406 | So it's like very hard for me to decide to reach out to people or just connect with people like out of the blue. | 所以,我很难决定 与人接触,或只是与人联系 像突然。 |
| 407 | And I know I have a lot of discourse on this channel about how like am I a social butterfly? | 我知道我在这个频道上有很多关于 我如何像一个社交蝴蝶的话题 |
| 408 | Am I not? | 是吗? |
| 409 | I think I am a naturally very social person. | 我觉得我是一个自然 非常社交的人。 |
| 410 | I love being around people. | 我喜欢身边的人。 |
| 411 | I love being out and about but it's getting past that first barrier of them getting to know me that really stresses me out. | 我很喜欢出去,但是它已经越过了 他们了解我的第一个障碍 真正让我紧张。 |
| 412 | Taking this dance class. | 上这个舞蹈课 |
| 413 | I feel like is a good first dipping my toe back in and just testing out how I'm feeling | 感觉就像第一次把脚趾伸进去 测试一下我的感受 |
| 414 | because it's it's just a tricky thing to navigate and I can't even put into words like half of my emotions, | 因为它只是一个棘手的事情 导航, 我甚至不能把 像一半的情绪, |
| 415 | but that's kind of where I'm at. | 但这就是我所在的地方 |
| 416 | I just feel like my theater dreams have really changed in the last year. | 我只是觉得我的戏剧梦想 在去年真的改变了。 |
| 417 | I think they've been changing for about the past three years. | 我想他们过去三年来一直在变 |
| 418 | The last eight months has been the first time I've really accepted that | 过去8个月是我第一次真正接受 |
| 419 | because in my head changing your dreams can feel like a failure when it's not like dreams are allowed to change | 因为在我的脑海里 改变你的梦想 感觉就像失败 当它不像梦被允许改变 |
| 420 | and it's exciting sometimes when dreams change, | 有时候当梦想改变时会让人兴奋 |
| 421 | but I think I've just been very scared to admit it because I don't have a clear-cut vision of what my new dreams are. | 但我觉得我很害怕 承认这一点 因为我没有清晰的愿景 我的新梦想是什么。 |
| 422 | Then it's like you okay? | 那就像你没事吧? |
| 423 | Yes. | 对 |
| 424 | Oh, okay. | 哦,还好。 |
| 425 | Never mind. | 没关系 |
| 426 | So I'm gonna eat my lunch. | 所以我要吃我的午饭。 |
| 427 | I have about two hours till I have to leave for this dance class. | 我还有两个小时就要去上舞蹈课 |
| 428 | So I'm just going to keep working on things at my desk. | 所以我要继续处理我桌上的事 |
| 429 | It doesn't say it's gonna rain, | 它没有说会下雨, |
| 430 | but I'm bringing an umbrella because it's kind of rainy-ish out. | 但我带了个雨伞,因为雨太大了 |
| 431 | I think I have to wear my winter coat. | 我想我必须穿我的冬衣。 |
| 432 | I cannot keep up with this weather. | 我不能跟上这种天气。 |
| 433 | It's crazy. | 太疯狂了 |
| 434 | I'm just wearing sports bra and leggings and then I'm just wearing this long suit shirt. | 我只是穿着运动胸罩和腿部, 然后我只是穿着这件长衫。 |
| 435 | I couldn't find my character shoes and I don't know if you remember in the last vlog when I said I couldn't find my belts. | 我找不到我的性格鞋 我不知道你是否记得上次的伏龙时 我说我找不到我的腰带 |
| 436 | I was like wherever my shoes are must be where my belts are and I was right. | 我就像我的鞋子在哪里 一定是我的腰带在哪里,我是对的。 |
| 437 | I found them. | 我找到他们了 |
| 438 | They were in a drawer in my closet, found my belts, found my shoes. | 他们在我的衣柜里抽屉里 找到我的皮带 找到我的鞋子 |
| 439 | So I'm gonna fill up my water bottle and head out and let's go dance class. | 所以我要填满我的水瓶 然后出发去上舞蹈课 |
| 440 | And once you look at that another example of me proving my inner spiraling head wrong. | 一旦你看到另一个例子 我证明我的内在螺旋头错了。 |
| 441 | I had so much fun. | 我玩得很开心 |
| 442 | I felt more like myself than ever. | 我比以前更喜欢自己 |
| 443 | I feel like I'm currently just stuck in a truly mental block when it comes to theater and performing and dancing and singing. | 我觉得我目前只是被困在 一个真正的精神障碍 当它涉及到戏剧和表演,跳舞和唱歌。 |
| 444 | Like it's just the act of getting there that is so so hard for me. | 感觉我很难做到 |
| 445 | Once I'm there, I love it. | 我一到那里,我就很喜欢 |
| 446 | I feel confident like it's not like I was stressed at all during the class. | 我有信心,这不像我在课上压力很大 |
| 447 | There was no recording in the class. | 班上没有录音 |
| 448 | So I was like able to just be I danced with my hair down. | 所以,我就像能够 只是被我跳舞 与我的头发下来。 |
| 449 | I just felt okay. | 我只是觉得没事。 |
| 450 | I just felt so like myself and I just want to remember what this feels like because I constantly doubt myself when I can actually show up for myself in this way. | 我只是觉得自己是如此的喜欢, 我只是想记住这感觉是什么 因为我一直怀疑自己,当我能以这种方式出现。 |
| 451 | I'm home. | 我回来了 |
| 452 | I feel like my hair is crazy toned right now and it is scratching my butt. | 我觉得我的头发现在很疯狂 它在挠我的屁股 |
| 453 | You want to be held? | 你想被扣押? |
| 454 | Yeah. | 对 |
| 455 | All right. | 好吧,我们走。 |
| 456 | I guess we can stand like this for a minute. | 我想我们可以像这样站一会儿 |
| 457 | I'm home. | 我回来了 |
| 458 | I think I'm going to do a little ab workout really quick and then take a shower and then eat dinner. | 我想我会做一个小小的 腹部锻炼 真的很快 然后洗澡 然后吃晚餐。 |
| 459 | I was considering going to the gym and doing some cardio, but then I was like wait, I just did an hour and a half cardio. | 我想去健身房做一些心电图, 但是后来我像等待, 我只是做了一个半小时心电图。 |
| 460 | So I'm going to do just like a little bit of abs a little bit of stretching just like round out my movement also because like I'm so bad at that. | 所以,我要做的就像一点点的腹部 一点点的伸展 就像圆我的动作 也因为我是如此糟糕。 |
| 461 | I'll leave dance class and like not stretch and then I'm so sore the next day. | 我会离开舞蹈课 喜欢不拉伸 然后第二天就痛死了 |
| 462 | It was like 630 when I left and so it's still light outside. | 我离开的时候好像630岁 所以外面还是很轻的 |
| 463 | You know, it's like 630 on a Thursday, but it's so low-key cold outside and misty and it's Easter weekend. | 你知道,这就像630在一个星期四, 但是它是如此低调的寒冷 外面和雾,这是复活节周末。 |
| 464 | So I think a lot of people like left town today. | 所以我认为很多人喜欢今天的左镇。 |
| 465 | It was like nobody on the streets. | 就像街上没人一样 |
| 466 | I mean obviously there were people but compared to what it was like two days ago at 630 p.m. | 我的意思是,显然有人, 但比起来它是什么 两天前在下午6: 30。 |
| 467 | No one was around. | 没有人在身边。 |
| 468 | It was actually kind of creepy. | 其实有点恐怖 |
| 469 | Well, why is this kind of amazing? | 那么,为什么这种是惊人的? |
| 470 | Like I kind of love I kind of love the concept of having no plans tonight. | 我有点喜欢今晚没有计划的概念 |
| 471 | I ate all of my dinner and then I naturally talked to my mom for like an hour. | 我吃光了所有的晚餐,然后自然地跟我妈妈聊了一小时 |
| 472 | Actually, that's totally a lie. | 其实,那完全是谎言 |
| 473 | I talked to my mom for oh two hours and talked her all week. | 我和我妈聊了两个小时 整个星期都跟她谈了 |
| 474 | I had stuff to catch up on. | 我有事要谈 |
| 475 | All right. | 好吧,我们走。 |
| 476 | I'm just going to watch an episode of friends and then I can get ready for bed because it's like 10 o'clock. | 我只是去看一集朋友 然后我可以准备睡觉 因为这就像10点。 |
| 477 | I'm getting a piece of this chocolate. | 我得到了一块巧克力。 |
| 478 | Good morning everybody. | 大家早上好,你们好 |
| 479 | It's a bit gloomy out today, but it is going to go up to like 65. | 今天有点阴郁,但会升到65岁 |
| 480 | I had to get Duncan. | 我得去找邓肯 |
| 481 | I'm out of creamer. | 我没奶油了 |
| 482 | Now I'm like going on a little walk just kind of wandering around. | 现在,我就像去 一点点散步 只是那种徘徊。 |
| 483 | I feel so tired. | 我觉得好累 |
| 484 | Like I slept in a little later. | 就像我睡了一会儿一样 |
| 485 | I don't know next week. | 我不知道下个星期。 |
| 486 | I'm doing an overhaul of my sleep schedule. | 我正在整顿我的睡眠日程 |
| 487 | Like I really really need to fix it, but I have a meeting this afternoon. | 就像我真的很需要修复它, 但我有一个会议今天下午。 |
| 488 | I'm going to go on my walk head home and we'll go from there. | 我要继续走回家 然后我们再走 |
| 489 | So happy Friday. | 周五很开心 |
| 490 | I was sweating. | 我在发汗 |
| 491 | I had to take off my sweatshirt. | 我不得不脱掉我的汗衫。 |
| 492 | I have my clothes on for the gym, but I think I have like an hour and a half till a meeting that I have. | 我有我的衣服 健身房, 但我想我有 一个半小时,我有一个会议。 |
| 493 | So I think I'm going to wait till after my meeting to go to the gym. | 所以我想我会等到会后去健身房 |
| 494 | So right now I'm going to make some egg salad drink my coffee. | 所以现在我要做一些鸡蛋沙拉 喝我的咖啡。 |
| 495 | I want to do a clean of my apartment. | 我想清理我的公寓 |
| 496 | I just I have a lot of vacuuming. | 我只是有很多吸尘器 |
| 497 | I want to do and wiping things down and just organizing generally a few things going to be a spring cleaning day. | 我想做一些事情,把事情打扫一下, 并且只是组织一些事情, 将是一个春季的清洁日。 |
| 498 | But first I should eat something. | 但首先我该吃点东西 |
| 499 | Egg salad it is. | 这是鸡蛋沙拉。 |
| 500 | Okay, naturally, I got a little distracted. | 好吧,自然,我有点分心。 |
| 501 | I sat down just to get a few things on my computer. | 我坐下来只是为了把一些东西放到电脑上 |
| 502 | I was on my YouTube replying to some comments and just like checking my notifications. | 我在我的YouTube上回应了一些评论 就像检查我的通知 |
| 503 | And I saw that I got a comment on a video that I literally posted in January of 2021 over five years ago. | 我看到,我得到了一个评论 一个视频,我字面上发布 在2021年1月,五年多前。 |
| 504 | And it was on a video that was like themed around like me spending a day like my ex-boyfriend. | 它在视频上 就像是我像前男友一样花一天时间 |
| 505 | My ex that I was with when I started my channel was featured heavily in a lot of the beginning videos. | 我的前男友在我开始的时候 我的频道在很多开头的视频中 都非常突出 |
| 506 | And honestly, I haven't really watched any of them in a long time. | 老实说,我很久没看过了 |
| 507 | Like I'm never going to delete these videos because I feel like it it shows the progress of how I started my channel. | 就像我永远不会删除这些视频,因为我觉得它显示了我是如何启动频道的。 |
| 508 | And I just feel like I always want to leave everything up. | 我只是觉得我总是想 离开一切。 |
| 509 | A person commented something along the lines of like wow, the disdain he has for you is crazy. | 一个人评论的东西 类似哇, 他对你的蔑视是疯了。 |
| 510 | Like they literally said eek essentially saying like wow, he hated you. | 就像他们说的 Eek 基本上说,哇,他恨你。 |
| 511 | And I was like, okay, wait, I need to watch this video and see. | 我当时想,好吧,等等, 我需要看这段视频,看看。 |
| 512 | So I clicked on the video. | 于是我点击了录像。 |
| 513 | I'm watching it right now and I'm like, it just goes to show. | 我现在在看它,它只是去显示。 |
| 514 | I'm like, this is not a sign for you to go back and watch my old videos because they're not good. | 我很喜欢,这不是一个征兆 你回去看 我的旧视频,因为它们是不好的。 |
| 515 | But it just goes to show. | 但它只是去显示。 |
| 516 | I'm like cringing so hard watching this right now because not only yes, it really does seem like we don't like each other. | 我现在就想哭着看这个 因为不仅仅是是的 似乎我们不喜欢对方 |
| 517 | I'm feeling a little cringed out right now. | 我现在感觉有点紧张 |
| 518 | Social media, YouTube, all of it is a learned skill. | 社交媒体,YouTube,都是一种学习技能。 |
| 519 | I am so uncomfortable in front of a camera. | 在镜头前我感觉很不舒服 |
| 520 | It's insane. | 这太疯狂了 |
| 521 | Sometimes I forget like I can go back and watch my old videos from now up to almost six years ago. | 有时我忘记了,从现在到近六年前,我可以回去看老视频。 |
| 522 | And it's really interesting. | 这真的很有趣。 |
| 523 | I've been saying this a lot recently. | 我最近经常这么说 |
| 524 | I am a completely different person than I was five years ago. | 我和五年前完全不同 |
| 525 | Like the person who started my YouTube channel is not the person I am today. | 就像启动我YouTube频道的人 不是我今天的样子 |
| 526 | Obviously, I'm not like a hundred percent different. | 显然,我不是百分百的不同。 |
| 527 | But I think it just comes with the territory of growing up and you know, going from your early 20s to your late 20s. | 但我认为它只是 与地域长大 你知道, 从20多岁到20多岁。 |
| 528 | I feel like I just know so much more about myself now and I like know how to handle difficulties and change a lot better. | 我觉得我现在更了解我自己了 我喜欢知道如何处理困难和更好的改变 |
| 529 | I think I'm just so much more secure in myself. | 我觉得我自己更安全了 |
| 530 | It's like something I've really been reflecting on a lot lately. | 就像最近我一直在思考的东西 |
| 531 | Sorry if I'm making you look at this like egg salad the whole time. | 对不起,如果我让你 看这个像鸡蛋沙拉的整个时间。 |
| 532 | And so like watching this version of myself in 2021 who's like super unsure of herself and is kind of awkward and I just I feel for her. | 就像在2021年看这个版本的我, 她像超级不确定自己, 有点尴尬,我只是觉得她。 |
| 533 | I feel for that version of myself. | 我对那个版本很感兴趣 |
| 534 | I'm so happy. | 我很高兴。 |
| 535 | I'm like not in my early 20s anymore because I think I had a lot to figure out and it's also just interesting watching me like in this relationship. | 我好像20多岁了 因为我想我有很多事情要想 而且这样看着我也很有趣 |
| 536 | Like I feel like not many people can go back and physically look at themselves in past relationships. | 就像我感觉没有多少人能回到过去 亲眼看着自己 |
| 537 | Like you only really have your memory to go off of. | 就像你只有你的记忆才能消失一样 |
| 538 | Like I have videos where I can see it, which is like there's pros and cons to that. | 就像我有视频,我可以看到它, 这就像有利弊。 |
| 539 | Like, you know my last relationship I had a boyfriend last year practically two years ago at this point. | 喜欢,你知道我最后的关系 我有一个男朋友去年 几乎两年前 这个时候。 |
| 540 | Um, like I didn't film anything from that relationship at all because I just didn't want that online. | 嗯,好像我完全没有拍摄 从这种关系的任何东西 因为我只是不想 在线。 |
| 541 | Um, and so like that relationship truly I'm remembering it just how it lives in my memory, but this I can like physically see I'm kind of rambling. | 嗯,就像那段关系,我真的记得 它是如何在我的记忆中生活的, 但是这个我可以从身体上看到,我有点乱七八糟。 |
| 542 | But just like reflecting on me being in like that relationship specifically I can watch that version of myself and like be able to pinpoint. | 但是,就像反射我 像那种关系 具体地说,我可以看 那种版本的我自己,喜欢 能够确定。 |
| 543 | I really wasn't ready to be in a serious relationship at that point in my life and I was for a long time. | 我真的没有准备好 在一个严肃的关系 在我生命的那一刻, 我是一个很长一段时间。 |
| 544 | There were issues with us. | 我们之间有些问题。 |
| 545 | I had issues with him. | 我和他有问题 |
| 546 | He had issues with me. | 他跟我有问题 |
| 547 | But like at the end of the day, it's it's really interesting to watch this version of myself because I'm just so different now than I was and like thank God for that. | 但是,就像最后一样, 看着这个版本的我实在很有趣, 因为我现在和以前不一样了, 就像感谢上帝那样。 |
| 548 | I feel like I used to be really scared of getting older and growing up and every once in a while I still somewhat feel that way. | 我觉得我曾经真的害怕 长大长大, 偶尔,我还是有这种感觉。 |
| 549 | Like when I was 20, I was like, oh my gosh, like I just don't want to get old because like the older you get less fun life is and that's just this idea I had in my head my whole life. | 就像我20岁时一样,我就像,哦,我的天哪, 就像我不想变老一样 因为像年长的你得到的乐趣更少的生活是, 这只是这个想法 我在我的脑海中 我的整个生活。 |
| 550 | I have only proven myself wrong every year. | 我每年都证明自己错了 |
| 551 | I get older. | 我变老了 |
| 552 | I feel prettier. | 我感觉更漂亮了 |
| 553 | I feel more confident. | 我觉得我更有信心。 |
| 554 | I feel better about myself. | 我对自己感觉好多了 |
| 555 | Um, and I feel happier. | 嗯,我觉得更快乐。 |
| 556 | Honestly, since I graduated college, I have just spent every year growing into more of the person that I know I truly am and I'm feeling more like myself than ever watching videos from five years ago. | 老实说,自从我大学毕业以来, 我每年都在成长, 成为我所认识的更多人, 我感到自己比以往更像五年前的视频。 |
| 557 | It doesn't even feel like I'm watching myself. | 乃至不觉自在观察. |
| 558 | It feels like I'm watching somebody else's channel. | 我好像在看别人的频道 |
| 559 | I don't even recognize her at all. | 我甚至都不认识她 |
| 560 | It's just interesting how we grow and we change and I feel like I've really done a lot of work on myself in the last four years and I'm just really, really happy with the person I'm becoming and I don't want that to sound like conceited or narcissistic. | 有趣的是,我们是如何成长和改变的, 我觉得在过去四年里,我对自己做了很多工作, 我只是真的,真的很高兴 我正在变成的人,我不想听起来像自以为是或自恋。 |
| 561 | Like, wow, I'm so proud of myself, but I am. | 喜欢,哇,我很骄傲自己, 但我是。 |
| 562 | I really am proud of myself and I know I still have a lot of work to do on myself and you know, other things to overcome and just like so proud of myself, especially how I show up in my friendships and my relationships and just every day with the people a | 我真的为自己感到自豪,我知道我还有许多工作要做, 你知道,其他的事情要克服, 就像我为自己感到骄傲一样, 特别是我是如何在友情和感情中出现, 每天和我身边的人在一起。 |
| 563 | I feel like I have done so much work on that. | 我觉得我在这方面做了很多工作。 |
| 564 | I am just able to show up for people so much better than I used to. | 我只是能为人们现身 比以前好得多。 |
| 565 | That's like I think that's my love language. | 这就像我认为这是我的爱情语言。 |
| 566 | You can probably tell like I love surprising my friends. | 你可能知道,像我爱惊喜我的朋友。 |
| 567 | I love showing up for them. | 我喜欢为他们而来 |
| 568 | I love being there for them and not saying that I was bad at that in the past. | 我喜欢在那里为他们,而不是说我在过去不擅长。 |
| 569 | I think I've just gotten a lot better at it. | 我想我刚刚得到了很多更好的。 |
| 570 | Wow. | 珃 |
| 571 | This conversation just went all over the map. | 这段对话刚刚遍及地图。 |
| 572 | I'm still feeling very congested. | 我仍然觉得很拥挤。 |
| 573 | I was like getting over something from last week and my allergies have just been acting up, but I just I want to sing just in time songs have been stuck in my head always since I've seen it. | 我好像从上星期开始 开始过敏了 但我只是想在时间里唱歌 自从我看到它后 歌声就一直卡在我的脑海里 |
| 574 | I'm going to attempt to sing a bit. | 我要试着唱一首歌 |
| 575 | Don't judge me if it sounds a little groggy. | 不要评判我,如果它听起来有点杂乱。 |
| 576 | Okay, so I took out the litter in the trash and then I went to the gym and then when I was at the gym, I was trying to decide what I wanted for dinner because I do have some leftover rice and meatballs with the tomato cucumber salad. | 好吧,所以我拿出垃圾的垃圾 然后我去健身房 当我在健身房, 我试图决定 我想吃什么 因为我有一些剩饭和肉丸 与番茄黄瓜沙拉。 |
| 577 | But that's like the last portion of a meal I have left and I was like, you know what? | 这就像我最后的一顿饭 我当时想,你知道吗? |
| 578 | I'll have that for lunch tomorrow and I'll treat myself to getting some dinner tonight. | 我明天吃午饭,今晚吃晚饭 |
| 579 | So I went and I picked up dumplings edamame hot and sour soup and a cabbage and pork bun. | 所以我去拿了饺子 热酸汤和小白菜和猪肉包 |
| 580 | It's actually so nice outside right now. | 其实外面现在还不错 |
| 581 | So many people are outside eating outside. | 这么多人在外面吃饭 |
| 582 | Ow, ow, ow. | 呜,呜,呜。 |
| 583 | Ben, it always does this. | 本,它总是这样 |
| 584 | He always scratches my butt like when I come home. | 他总是抓我的屁股 就像当我回家。 |
| 585 | There are so many people outside right now like eating and what's shocking is I don't have FOMO right now. | 现在外面有这么多人喜欢吃东西 令人震惊的是 我现在没有FOMO |
| 586 | Like typically on a really nice day like this, I'd be like, oh, I need to like make plans or find someone who's free go out to dinner and do whatever. | 通常在这么美好的一天里, 我会想, 哦,我需要做一些计划 或者找个人 谁可以自由出去吃饭和做任何事情。 |
| 587 | But I actually feel so good about just staying in tonight. | 但我今晚住在这里感觉真好 |
| 588 | I'm going to take a shower and then I do kind of like a reverse day like today during the day. | 我要去洗个澡,然后我做 像一个逆向的一天 像今天白天。 |
| 589 | I cleaned my apartment had like a casual day and I want to edit tonight. | 我打扫了公寓 今天很闲 我想今晚编辑一下 |
| 590 | So instead of like working during the day, I'm just going to work tonight. | 所以,不是喜欢白天工作, 我只是今晚上班。 |
| 591 | I like doing that sometimes because I can edit pretty much any time of day, but I always feel way more productive cleaning and just like getting productive things around. | 我有时喜欢这样,因为我随时可以编辑, 但我总是觉得更有成效的清洁, 就像把生产的东西放在周围。 |
| 592 | My apartment done during the daytime. | 我的公寓在白天完成。 |
| 593 | So hi kitties. | 你好,小猫咪。 |
| 594 | The cats are like screaming around my feet. | 猫就像在我的脚周围尖叫 |
| 595 | Say hello girl. | 说你好女孩。 |
| 596 | Oh, you're so sweet. | 哦,你真可爱。 |
| 597 | I am thrilled for this food. | 我为这食物感到兴奋 |
| 598 | I also went to the bodega and I saw this Stiller Shirley Temple. | 我也去了博德加,我看到了这个斯蒂尔·雪莉·坦普尔。 |
| 599 | It says 30 calories. | 上面写着30卡路里 |
| 600 | No fake stuff. | 没有假东西。 |
| 601 | The world's refreshing is soda. | 世界的新鲜是苏打水. |
| 602 | Never heard of this brand in my life. | 我这辈子从没听说过这个品牌 |
| 603 | So let's see if it's good. | 故见其妙. |
| 604 | Honestly, yeah, that's pretty good. | 老实说,这是相当不错的。 |
| 605 | This is the life. | 这就是生活。 |
| 606 | I'll watch TV for a minute while I'm eating and then I'll start editing. | 吃饭时会看电视,然后开始剪辑. |
| 607 | The cats are being so like cuddly. | 猫儿们都这么可爱 |
| 608 | Bennett is running around and following me. | 班尼特在到处跑 跟着我 |
| 609 | Hey, I don't know what you want. | 嘿,我不知道你想怎样。 |
| 610 | I think I'm going to do my red light mask. | 我想我会做我的红光面具。 |
| 611 | I have the Omnilux if you remember like last summer. | 如果你记得去年夏天的话,我也有"Omnilux" |
| 612 | We talked about it a bit. | 我们谈过了 |
| 613 | All right, red light time. | 好吧,红灯时间。 |
| 614 | Well, it's 11 o'clock and I want to go to bed and if I go to bed right now, | 现在是11点 我想睡觉 如果我现在睡觉 |
| 615 | it'll be the earliest I've gone to bed in weeks because I keep going to bed | 几周以来我睡得最快 因为我一直睡着 |
| 616 | between like 1 a.m. | 大约凌晨1点之间 |
| 617 | and 3 a.m. | 上午3时 |
| 618 | And I'm trying to get up and get like a nice fresh start tomorrow morning. | 我试图起床 并获得像一个美好的新开始 明早。 |
| 619 | So I think I'm going to call it here. | 所以我想我要把它叫在这里。 |
| 620 | So thank you for spending a few days with me. | 谢谢你陪我几天 |
| 621 | Thank you for watching. | 谢谢你的观看。 |
| 622 | And as always if you haven't yet, please subscribe to my channel. | 如果你还没有,请订阅我的频道。 |
| 623 | Give this video a thumbs up and I'll talk to you the next video. | 给这段视频一个拇指升起来,我会跟你谈谈 下一个视频。 |
| 624 | Bye. | 再见。 |
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